searching.

i cannot find you
and it seems the more earnest the seeking,
the greater the emptiness,
the deeper the despair
the more elusive you become.

yet, it feels impossible not to seek,
it feels as though if i stop,
i will cease to exist myself,
that i will evaporate
into nothingness.

if i stop,
what will start me?
what will be left-
except for unfulfilled promises

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