obsession.

im dizzy at the thought of losing you
or, losing the fantasy of you
i can feel the life force coursing through my limbs
drunk on ideas,
wishes,
fantasies

this is not sustainable
i feel like i am losing my mind
dying inside to just be normal
just be cool
and yet at the same time
my hearts on fire
and i burn with desire for that which i lust after

again, things untold
unseen
unreal
just reveries
mini film reels
rolling through the confines of my mind

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