and suddenly i’m under water
just a few exchanges,
a few offerings from reality,
and i’ve disappeared down that trap door in my mind
just like that,
free falling in to endless possibilities…
could be’s
and what ifs
countless scenarios of how good it’ll be
swimming…
or floating somewhere out in space
i don’t even know anymore,
i’m so far gone
lost in the idea
of who you might be,
of who we could be together
never mind the ways my inner knowing tugs,
urging me to come back down to earth
never mind what reality is
i’m too far gone in the reverie of potential
fits&starts 