shame.

such a shame…
i feel myself
ready to burst open
as though a bud
deep within
has exploded in bloom
petals unfurling
offering my most precious nectar

i feel myself
ready to give
ready to receive
open for all i believe you contain
open for all i believe you need to share

the budding is agonizing
ecstasy
without witness
do i need your attention,
though,
to appreciate the beauty
to appreciate the raw tenderness
that my deepest knowing as to offer

such a shame
that i cannot share this with you
for you tilled the soil
and watered the seed
that’s given way
to this ultimate unbecoming
in to the truest i can be.

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